sad and tired.
the walls are still up.
I’ve realized that I’m not so lonely after all. I might be misunderstood, but not lonely, because there are people there for me when I need them - I have friends that I could count on.
And even though I’m scared of getting hurt by other people, I’m willing to risk letting them see through the cracks of the walls I’ve erected. Everything’s not so bad anymore. Everything’s going to be okay.
I think she’s lost inside the depths of her own mind. She’s starting to isolate everyone around her, even though she doesn’t have to…
People are there for you if you let them in. Don’t do this to yourself. You know who you are.
Myself for not being as productive over this winter break as I’d like to be.
Probably did. Probably because it had to be done…
To some extent, yes.
Thankfully no, because I would never put myself in my position.
If a guy a genuinely liked was in a relationship, and offered me the role of being the “other person,” I wouldn’t do it. No matter what.
If I was really of any importance to him, he would have to pick me over the person he was with…
Or he wouldn’t be worth it to have me at all.
Was this question repeated? :P
But, the answer’s still the same. No, I am no longer in love with him.
I am thankful for him though - the times we had together, and the things I learned from him - about what love meant, and what love did not mean.
No, I’m not in love with him. To be honest, I do miss him once in a while. He was my first love, my first everything, and it’s unfortunate that our relationship ended the way it did.
I’m happy with my boyfriend, I’m happy that people care about me,
I’m happy that I’ve been blessed with food and a home,
… and that’s about it.
really, how could I ever be happy with life?
sorta, but I think it’s a person’s own decision to fuck up his or her life.
Sorta, not really…
I keep to myself a lot, but she knows me pretty well.
I would rather have new experiences every night.
… oddly, yes.